Recent Confessions from confessions.com.auTrue anonymous confessions from AustraliansI feel emotionally isolated and dead from everybody. I wan't to cry but I can't, I want to be happy but I can't. I'm pretty sure I've had a panic attack just because of the inability toforce some sort of emotion out of my body, its mentally and emotionally exauhsting and I just wish I could turn back into normal me
i sometimes wonder, the story i have which i have never shared, if i could share it without creating fear across the whole world. should i share it?
my whole life i have had the power of my father, i was sent here by him to bring peace to the world by any means necessary. i have thought about when i should bring myself from the shadows and reveal myself to the world and begin my mission, i think i may be ready. in the next few months u will see some changes in the world, my way of balancing out the corruption and evil of the world, these won't be small changes, they will be major and cost many lives, i only need remind u my mission is to bring peace back to the world by any means necessary, and when i say world i do not only mean humans. Yes, i am the son of god, i am not Jesus i am his brother, he failed his mission because of his softness to humans, i am not here for only you humans, i am here for the planet and everything on it to live in balance. I was raped when i was younger and my father also beat me and my mum up now its affecting how i am in relationships..i want to be in a serious loving relationship but as soon as there is a hint of a problem or the guy gets too close i run away and break all contact, this leaves a trail of guys who think im a bitch that plays head-games, When really im the messed up one and i hate myself for it.
I hate that she finds him funny. When they are laughing together, oblivious of the shit I've been through in my life, the experiences which have torn from me my sense of humor, I fantasize about hurting him.
Lately I've even been laughing at him as well but, unlike her, I'm not laughing at what he says. No indeed. I laugh because I look him in the eyes and imagine myself, say, casually jabbing them out with a rusty fork. Would you find life so hilariously funny if I did that, bucko? Would that put a smile on your dial? I cant stand my Boyfriends mum! she is constantly trying to compete with me! Every time i see her i just want to smash her face with the closest heavy object! But i cant ever confront her. the most offensive stuff she does in sneakily in front of everyone. she is always acting like and angel in front of every one. But i cant stand the B*tch.
I am so sick of hearing about a certain South Australian designer with the initials L.E. What has she ever done that has made her such a big name? Is adelaide so talentless that she is our biggest designer? And with that in mind, i feel as though the local paper's social scene section always talks about the same few people who are talentless and not even good looking! Does our a-list really consist of an ugly, skinny, rat-looking dude, and a girl who's job is to try and be famous!?
i think i like this guy that i don't want to like. you see my friends all think he is kind of weird and they kind of make fun of him. i really like him but i don't want to. i've tried everything to try and convince myself that he is totally worng for me and that is would never work. but every time he looks at me or complements me i can't help but like him!! its drivin me insane!
theres this guy that lives up the road from me and hes my friend he is soooo cute and i have suddenly fallen in love with him i so badly just wanna tell him but i cnt and ill proberly continue likeing him for ages and he wont no but maybe one day i will be with him the guy i love <3
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